Monday, 5 October 2015

The darkness of Peter Pan

There's a new Peter Pan movie coming out soon, well it's a prequel called 'Pan', it's a complete re-imagining of the character. The trailers have looked impressive and I'm generally interested in the whole Peter Pan universe, the concept of never growing up has always intrigued me. Until recently I've never actually read any of the novel, let alone seen the stage play.

With nothing to read at the moment, I decided to buy a copy, it's not a particularly long book and I had assumed that I knew everything about the plot and the characters from the Disney movie. But to my surprise I was wrong.

Much like 'Alice In wonderland', by contemporary standards 'Peter Pan' is only a children's novel in name, it's certainly very imaginative and juvenile. But it's also very dark, and involves a lot of mature subject matter about the innocence of childhood and the responsibilities of growing old. 

Because it is the darkness of the novel that really surprised and shocked me, to put it bluntly, Peter Pan is a rather unlikeable character. Throughout the narrative we're told of his cockiness. In one of the last chapters, just before the final battle between Peter and Hook, Peter hides in one of the cabins and kills each of the pirates that are ordered to find him. Their deaths are not described, but we are told by the sounds of their 'screeching' as explained by the others on the Jolly Roger. It really is harrowing to read.

No wonder Walt Disney did not like how the character was rightly portrayed in the original animated movie. Because the reality is so different from people's perceptions of what Peter Pan actually is, the cartoony image of Peter is different from the original source material. 

Which brings me to my wider point, While the idea of never-ending childhood is admirable, it's destined to leave you alone and sad. It takes away our sole purpose in life, and that is self development. For us to become better individuals and the wider world, we have to change. Endless childhood doesn't solve this.

This is best illustrated with the character Wendy Darling (arguably the real protagonist in the novel), who decides not to stay in Neverland knowing that she will never be happy and returns home. The story is as much her journey as Peter Pan's. By the end she realises that you can't stay a child forever.

However, being childlike (not childish) is something to aspire to be. It's important to treat life like a big adventure, and discover different hobbies outside of consumer drivel and technological triviality. The world would be a better place if it were more carefree, and if we went through life without the conditioned weight of the world on our shoulders.  

The writing of J.M. Barrie is very conversational, and with many memorable quotes, and there's a deeper story behind the title. So I recommend you read 'Peter Pan', whether you liked the Disney movie or not.  

Monday, 14 September 2015

Rewinding time is the only worthwhile superpower

A couple of weeks ago I discovered a video game called 'Life is Strange', I had heard of it before but I hadn't taken much notice of it. It was only when I saw it on the Xbox online store that I had considered buying it. For £15.99 I could get all 5 episodes (Life is Strange is an episodic, digital only game, the fifth one is yet to be released). I was unsure at first, but the clips on Youtube looked interesting, it had good reviews, and it's the type of game I like.

So I bought it and I haven't regretted it since, I love it. The smallest of details mean so much. Life is Strange resembles a point and click game, but in a larger (albeit restricted) environment. Without giving any of the plot away, the game centres on a female character called Max Caulfield, a Private boarding school student who studies photography. Who one day suddenly discovers that she can temporarily rewind time. As the game progresses Max has to uncover a mystery relating to a missing person who went to her School.

Throughout the game, you get a choice of actions to pick from, those choices you make determine how the story develops. If you make one choice and you don't like it, you can always go back and choose the one that you prefer. As the player, this conjures up a dilemma, do you pick the choices you'd make yourself or those that would be best for the character in the game.

I chose from my point of view, but someone I know (who also played the game) said that I was doing it wrong, you should always play from the character's point of view. Either way, you can always go back, create a new file and make different choices. But the game has got me thinking about what such powers as rewinding time would give to you.

Because, when you really think about it, in the real world, very few superpowers (let's call it that) would actually be of any great value without abusing them, dehumanising yourself, and above all, getting found out. But the ability to be able to temporarily rewind and undo choices you make is one superpower which could genuinely be used for the benefit of the wider society around you, as well as for your own strict benefit. And it's not just the ability to change what has already happened, but the physical world around you, which I think is far more powerful.

For example, if someone got run over near to where I was, not only can I stop it, but I can prevent it by rewinding time, and warning that person of their impending danger, through persuasion or delicacy. Another (which is included in the game) is stopping someone from committing suicide.

Another example (which is included in the game) and one which could easily be abused, is the ability to pretend your psychic. If I had someone show me how much money they have in their wallet, I could rewind time, and then tell them. I'm sure there are more extreme examples of this kind of scenario.  

But the more I think about it, and the reason why I am writing this blog post, is that I believe the ability to rewind time is the only superpower which would really be of any value in the real world, whether for malignant purposes or not.

Because it ultimately gives you the power to master not only your own destiny but others around you.

What would I do? I would do a bit of both, I would certainly profit from it, nothing evil. However, at the same time, I would choose a life in which the ability to temporarily rewind time would be social good.

So, ask yourself, if you could temporarily rewind time, what kind of choices would you make?  

Sunday, 6 September 2015

Into the Ravens Nest: Chapters 5&6

Here are chapters 5 and 6 of Into the Ravens Nest. Please note that this is not the final edited version, due to a computer problem I lost the final version. Howerver, there isn't too much difference aside from technicalities. Enjoy yourself.

 Chapter five:

Twilight had set by the time he returned to Forest Meadows, the town square was quiet and empty except for a few people outside of the pubs. With the street lamps and clock tower alight it made for a serene setting. Before they parted company it was agreed that Mr Wilson would help by contacting people with eye witness accounts of the supernatural at Ravens Gate, as well as Police Officer Hamilton.
On entering, the first floor of the Golden Swan was half packed, and this was because a football match was due to start at some point. Reuben hated football, after a few visits to White Hart Lane in his late teens, he had completely ignored it ever since. From behind the bar Harry immediately noticed him enter, a concerned expression was evident in his eyes.
As Reuben walked towards the stairwell Harry called out his name to get his attention. He came out from the other side of the bar, a lighter and a cigarette in hand and said “follow me”. Without giving Reuben the chance to respond he stormed to the back of the Inn, Reuben followed him through a side door which led into the outside garden.
They sat down at one of the numerous hexagon shaped benches.
“Do you smoke?” he held out the cancer stick close to Reuben’s face.
He didn’t want to take it but the offer was too tempting, so he reluctantly accepted. At once they both lit up and took a drag before conversing.
“Sorry to pull you out here, I’m due a break and I’m dying for a cigarette, did you go to the abandoned prison?”,
“Very briefly, it was more of a stop off, first viewing before I start the investigation thoroughly from tomorrow”,
“And what did you make of it all?”
Reuben tried to be as honest as possible, without trying to go into too much detail “It’s stating the obvious but it was much more imposing in person than it is in the photos i had seen, far more than i expected”.
“I ask because i’m fascinated, but I don’t have the guts to go by myself, I’m too scared that I will find out some cold truths I don’t want to believe”,
“I don’t blame you, I’d probably do the same thing, what you don’t know can’t hurt you”.
Reuben stubbed out his cigarette, although there was still about half of it left, he couldn’t relax for the simple reason that he didn’t like to smoke for social intent. Harry on the other hand was a heavy smoker, Reuben could tell by the frequency in which he brought the cigarette up to his mouth, breathed heavily into his lungs and exhaled the smoke. Making an annoying sound like a stuttering steam train.
“Remember when I mentioned the lake in the forests”,
Reuben couldn’t remember, but he he politely nodded anyway,
“if i can get the time at some point this week and you’re still here, you’re more than welcome to come along with me, it’s too late in the year to fish but I like to go there from time to time, to clear my head. You’ll also get the opportunity to see the better side of those forests”.
“I will take you up on that offer, just let me know and I’ll see if I can come along”, he couldn’t see the point in going, but on second thought it could provide him respite from his work, and an opportunity to explore the forests outside the perimeters of the abandoned prison. He was also, never comfortable refusing generosity from others.
Harry had gone out of his way to be welcoming to him since his arrival at the Inn. Reuben was sure that It was as much to do with Harry’s fascination with the prison as it was to do with Reuben, the outsider.
He was beginning to feel the cold so Reuben got up from his seat, “I’m calling it a night”.
“why don’t you come in for a drink, the football’s on”
Harry’s generosity was naive but Reuben was appreciative, “I’m okay, but thanks, I’m going to go get in my room and prepare for tomorrow”.
“Well if you need anything, just let me know and I will help you out”.
He left Harry smoking his second cigarette.
When he was back in his room, Reuben sat at the desk writing notes on his early interpretations of Forest Meadows and Ravens Gate. It would help him when he assembled his investigation together and the writing process began, it was the small details that still mattered so much in his articles. It was also a good idea to write those small details down as soon as possible, although he had a very good photographic memory, the notes would give him a clearer picture when he’d return to them.
When he was finished, he showered and changed into a comfortable pair of clothes, and lay awake on the bed. He wanted to finish the rest of the newspaper he had bought earlier but found it pointless in reading what was now old news.
He remembered the bible which was in the drawer, he pulled it out and began reading the first few pages, until his eyes tired and he decided to call it a night.

He awoke once during the early hours of the morning when he could hear something coming from outside of the window, it sounded like two pieces of metal clanking together. He recognised what the noise could be, but to make sure he got out of bed. With sleep bogeys sticking to his eyebrows, he lumbered across the room to open the curtains and the window.
To the side of the road, close to the pavement, was a pair of black horses carrying racks of bottled milk in the back carriage, they were the old glass pint bottles, which he assumed had been left to the consignment of the past. A sense of nostalgia came back to him as he watched the carriage ride past his window and out from the square.
Sunrise was in the early stages of blooming, so without checking he guessed that the time wasn't too far past 6.00 am, so he crawled back into the bedcovers. For a while he lay with the back of his head against the pillow, he hadn’t noticed it before, but the pillow was hard, his pillows back home were soft, and he only had to put his head on them to fall asleep with little effort. When he found himself comfortable he snuggled up and slept until nine.
He woke up with a sense of excitement, today was the day the investigation would really begin. The downstairs bar was empty except for one couple seated in the dining area at the back, Harry was absent from the bar. He sat at a table close to the garden door and ate breakfast.
When he’d left the Inn, the outside weather was grim with simmerings of sunlight trying to break through the clouds. As soon as he drove out from the vicinity of the town he pressed his hand drawn map against the steering wheel.
For a while he listened to a radio phone in show, he quickly got bored and switched on classic FM. It was only when the signal suddenly began to cackle that he switched it off completely. He didn’t think anything of it, it was understandable that the signal would be weak from where he was driving through.
He stood and examined the prison with closer scrutiny. Now that there was stronger daylight he could see the small square window holes that spiralled from the ground floor up. He circled the building, snapping photos as he did, each of the holes must have looked out from inside of the cells.
The iron door opened with ease, before entering he switched on his torch, he left the door ajar so there was some daylight getting through. His clothes quickly pressed against his skin, and the sweat was already swarming his forehead.
The only thing he’d brought with him was his camera, he wanted to scout the inside of the building before anything else. He had a process to each of his investigations, beginning with an understanding with the place or places he was investigating. So he got underway and took a photo looking up at the ceiling, one from the entrance looking into the building, and one looking up towards the stairwell about halfway up.
He decided to number each of the cells from number one at the bottom to number thirteen at the top. Before entering the first cell he put his right eye in front of the round peephole. It was pitch black inside, so he couldn’t see anything other than the slightest of daylight coming in from the small hole in the wall, shimmering like a symbol of hope inside a place that offered none.
He slowly unlocked the bolt and opened the door outwards, he took a photo and walked through, directing the torch over the stone walls as he entered.
The cell was small but not tiny, and entirely desolate, not even a bed, there was absolutely no trace that it had ever once been occupied by a living person.
He ogled the outside view from the tiny square hole, he wasn’t high up but the natural greenery would have been a teasing reminder to the prisoners that their freedom was no longer in their control.
Reuben turned round and looked back at the cell before exiting, he couldn’t fathom an existence in such a squalid and deprived environment. He found himself beginning to feel claustrophobic and boxed in, so he ascended the stairs again. Without entering any, he glanced in each of the cells, moving from one to another, he did this until he reached the last cell at the top of the spiral steps.
Each of the cells were entirely identical to one another, there was no writings on the walls, there were no objects left behind. There was simply no evidence that anyones existence had ever passed through any of the cells to the prison.
He looked down to the foot of the prison, with the help of the darkness it didn’t look quite as tall from above. From his viewpoint, there was something that he had missed at the back of the prison, illuminating under his torchlight was a much larger than usual manhole. There was surely no sewage system within the building, so what else could it lead to?
He would only find out by opening it.
For a couple of minutes he observed the inside of the building from its top, there was nothing but silence, he didn’t expect anything to happen, it was rare that anything would happen on the first night of his investigations. It was only when he went in search for something that he found it. The same could be said of the supernatural. Despite his belief that the supernatural was largely re-enactments of the past, there were extreme occasions when the supernatural lived off its own free will, often consumed with hatred, and when it communicated it was often willing to harm.
To hear the density of his surroundings he tossed a two pence coin into the air, and watched the spinning silver freefold into the darkness before a pinging sound echoed subtlety through the air once it had hit the ground, before fading away.
The sudden sound of his phone ringing made him jolt. It was Mr Wilson on the other end, the reception wasn’t good so he had to bring the phone tight to his ear, when he answered he could hear his muffled voice being repeated, and the signal was hollow.
“I have some good news for you, I have managed to get you an interview with Officer Hamilton. I just need to know when and where you want to interview to take place, so we can get the whole thing arranged”.
Reuben evaluated his options, he could have left the interview until the next day, but he agreed to a meeting at 3.00pm, to take place in the Golden Swan. The earlier he gathered his information for his article the more it would give him time to expand on it.
“I’m sure that would be perfectly fine” Mr Wilson continued to speak, “but there is one condition, I want to be there when this interview takes place”.
“Why?” Reuben queried,
“It’s not that I don’t trust you”, between the crackled signal, the pitch in his voice lowered and the gaps between the words were replaced with ums and ahs. The question had clearly thrown him off a little.
“I don’t want you to misrepresent what he tells you”
“you can trust me, I will not change anything he says to me” Reuben softened his voice so that he came across as reassuring, “the interview will be taped so you can listen to it once the article is published and, so that you know I have used the quotes in the appropriate way. It would also be best if you weren’t there for authenticity reasons, I need to know that what he tells me will match what he has said to you, with you present the chances of him telling me the entire truth could be jeopardised”.
“That’s fine” his voice cowered as he admitted defeat, “I’ll pass it onto him, and I’ll see you at three o’clock, unless anything changes”.
When the conversation had ended, Reuben put the phone back into his jacket pocket, and descended the steps.
He looked into cell thirteen without entering, he intended to look in each of the cells as he made his way down. Just as he closed the door to cell twelve a loud thud hit hard against one of the doors below.
The same sound was repeated again, and then again, each time with harder force. The constant pounding sounded like someone was using their fist as a club against the door. With a steady pace Reuben followed the steps downwards, he was sure that the noise was coming from cell five. The deafening echoes continued to bellow out from the cell and rose high up to the ceiling, and never showed any signs that they were going to cease.
He could feel the vibrations from under his feet.
He passed the door to cell eleven, it was only when he was within a few steps from the next cell, that without warning and no expectancy. All at once, the banging was coming from every single one of the cell doors.
A thunderous chain of tremors followed.
It was so loud that he had to cover his ears to compress the throbbing air pressure, It reminded him of the experience he always had when he was aboard a plane, when minutes before it would land, his ears would hurt with no end in sight. It felt like someone had put a screwdriver through one earlobe with the intention of going through the other.
His earlobes popped when he took his hands away, it took a few moments to adjust and to get his footing back to normal. However, the calming silence was short lived when the thundering bangs returned from cell five, he listened carefully as his feet scraped the tops of the steps as he continued to descend the stairs, following the noise.
When he came to cell five the banging from the other side of the door rather coincidentally stopped. He drew his right eye to the glass peephole, the white square opening in the wall at the back of the cell looked miles away when in fact it was only a matter of meters.
He remained calm, steadied his heartbeats.
He grasped the bolt of the door, pulled it back, the creaking sound in tune with his racing pulse. The cell was empty, he peered through without stepping forward. The room’s temperature was cold, his hands and forehead quivered.
Although he could see nothing he knew something was here, there was no mistaking that he had heard the loud bangs against the frame of the door.
He walked through, the coldness engulfed him, the circulation in his blood made his hands reddened. It wasn’t coming from the square hole because there was no draft coming through, and it wasn’t cold enough outside. Nevertheless he walked over and gazed out of the window in the stone wall, where he could see his car.
Once again he couldn’t comprehend what a depressing and wasted existence it must have been, to be locked up in an never ending nocturnal living for the rest of existence.
With his eyes still fixed on the daylight a cold sensation wrapped round his right hand. On instinct he pulled his hand away, it was only then that he felt what he could only describe as a hand flitter away from his own, he felt the compressions and the texture of someone else's skin.
But no one else was present in the cell with him.
The drastic drop in temperature didn’t last long. His blood circulation returned to normal, although his right hand felt a little numb.
His attention was elsewhere when a loud thump echoed from outside of the cell, he didn’t have to wait long before the same sound was repeated once again. gradually the successive thumps got louder against one of the other cell doors.
On this occasion It was coming from one of cells on the upper levels of the prison.
He set forward and tracked the sounds to cell nine, once again the banging against the other side of the door stopped when he was within inches of from the door. The view from within the cell looked out to the forests west of the front entrance.
Again the temperature in the room had dropped substantially, and once again he felt the presence of something else with him.
With nothing of any interest he turned his back and tread towards the exit when he was grabbed around the jugular, and forcefully dragged back into the cell. The powerful grip tightened, and his throat was being pressed from what felt like two thumbs from either side, as though a pair of hands overlapped one another.
Phlegm spewed from his mouth as he struggled to breathe, the next thing he knew he was being swooped up in the air, where he was held high from the ground. He could still feel two hands, its grip frozen and stinging his skin, as the pain got worse from the bruising he could feel growing.
From out of the darkness a set of bright, white eyes appeared in front of him. It was only now that he could see the outline of a black apparition float towards him, its hands wrapped around his throat. Its appearance like a moving veil of thick, black smog, shaped like a human shadow.        
The grip around his neck was crushing him, his tongue outstretched, and his eyes rolled upwards, His arms ached, the bones feeling like they were about to rupture from under his weight, so he gave up and dropped them to his waist, in doing so the torchlight fell out of his hand, the light flashed in the eyes of the apparition.
For a second a terrifying thought came to him. That he could die in this godforsaken prison.
He closed his eyes expecting death.
And then he felt his knees buckle as they hit the floor. He opened his eyes but he was unable to react in time to stop himself landing on his left shoulder. He ignored the impact and caressed his throat, he could feel the mark that had been left behind, and the swelling of the muscles from under the flesh.
Coughs of spit came out from his mouth as he lay looking down on the ground. He crawled out of the cell and when his breathing stabilized he lay on his back. He was panting furiously, unable to maintain steady heartbeats.
As he lay down, somewhere from above him, the loud thuds returned from one of the other cells. His throat hurt but the rest of his body resumed normality, with little effort he got up and closed the door.
Cell ten was empty when he opened the door and again the banging from inside ceased. It was clear that whatever supernatural entity it was that was haunting the cells, it did not want him to leave, and it was willing to harm in doing so.
He closed the cell, he would revisit the them another time. Before disembarking, he tried to pull up the manhole by its handle but it wouldn’t budge, no matter how hard he tried. As he was about to leave the loud bangs returned, this time it was happening in multiple cells.
From the front door he looked back, his eyes followed the steps from top to bottom, It was not too long ago that he learned the reason why spiral staircases were used in medieval castles and fortresses. It was for defensive reasons. The narrow walkways and spiralling stairs were ideal for those who were defending their ground from an invading army, it was harder for an army to attack an enemy from above, and there was less chance of multiple attackers successful in their pursuit.
However this was not the case with Ravens Gate, the prison was large and open, purposely very easy to manage with as limited people as possible.
Outside the grey clouds were gathering in the sky, the forecasts were appearing to be correct, which could hinder his work. His thoughts were a little confused when he drove back towards town, spinning around his head like a carousel. There were many unanswered questions, and not all of these questions were to do with the strange activity he had witnessed.
For what convictions were the prisoners sent to Ravens Gate for?
And what was the connection between the forests and the prison?
And what was beneath the manhole?

Chapter six:

Reuben went back to his room, he looked at himself in the bathroom mirror, at either side of his neck were slight, pink bruising, they only hurt when he touched them, otherwise there was just a tightening of the muscles. Afterwards, he examined the photos he’d taken on his camera, but nothing out of the ordinary came from it. So instead he sat at the desk and wrote further notes on his first proper visit to the prison.
When it was ten minutes to three he left his room for the bar. Harry was still nowhere to be seen, instead there was a heavy weighted, middle aged woman, it might have been his wife, he thought it would be rude to ask. He took his drink and sat down in the corner where he could keep a close eye on the front entrance.
He sat impatiently as the time passed three o’clock, the bar wasn’t busy as he waited. By the time Mr Wilson showed up with Kevin Hamilton, it was the Police Officer who walked through first, while Mr Wilson held the door open, he caught sight of Reuben and pointed him out, with Mr Wilson behind him, the police officer stepped out of the shadows and into the light coming into the inn from the front window.
It was only then that the horrifying scars from both sides of the policeman’s jawline were revealed. It was clear from the difference in skin texture that surgical work had been used, where the skin appeared flaccid and creased, and with blemishes that looked like old yellow bruises. They came over and sat down, Reuben tried his best not to make his curiosity obvious, even when they shook hands and made eye contact.
“Let me get the drinks” Mr Wilson said enthusiastically,
“I thought you were going to leave us to it” Reuben quietly intruded, doing his best not to create any ill feeling between the three of them.
“Well, Kevin will only do the interview while I’m present”
Without saying anything Mr Hamilton nodded in agreement. Reuben couldn’t help but look at the sleek, oily surface of his face, which had only done a partial job of covering over the lines where the damage had been done. He thought back to the article he read which described Mr Hamilton’s unfortunate ordeal with the white eyed shadows.
There was little he could do and the situation was out of his hands. It was silent until Mr Wilson asked what drink Mr Hamilton wanted. When he left, Reuben got out his notebook and tape recorder.
“you don’t mind if I record this do you? it will help me when it comes to transcribing the interview into print, and you can trust me when I say that everything you tell me will be quoted in the article in the correct manner”,
he looked at Reuben with an untrusting expression,
“which newspaper do you work for?”
“I don’t work for a newspaper, I am an investigative journalist for a magazine called The unknown, it focuses on the Supernatural”.
His expression did not change, his dark hazel, ageing, eyes strayed from side to side, as though he couldn’t believe what he had been told. His expectations had overwhelmingly not been met.
“so is it okay to record the interview?” he reluctantly asked the question again, it was obvious that their first meeting had unfortunately started with a hostile atmosphere.
“If it helps, then do as you please”,
it remained silent between the two of them until Mr Wilson returned, he placed the drinks on the table and sat on a small stool to the right hand side of Mr Hamilton.
After a short spell of small chit chat, in which they spoke in relation to the newspaper story Mr Wilson had written of his incident in ‘The Outskirts’, and he also learned that Kevin Hamilton had retired from the police force not too long after his incident. Reuben mentioned that he had been back to Ravens Gate, but he lied in regards to what had happened, merely brushing the question aside.
“Everybody knows not to go anywhere near that place” Mr Hamilton continued, not once did he blink as he spoke “you should do yourself a favour and leave it to decay in those forests”.
To get things moving along Reuben said “why don’t we just get this interview underway shall we”.
He switched the recorder on, and with his pen and paper in hand, he began with the interview “Please tell me when it was and why you first visited Ravens Gate?”, Reuben wanted to get him to remind himself of a few things, recollect his memory, and then he could move onto questions about the night he was attacked by the white eyed apparitions.
“It was common knowledge among many people in the local police that Ravens Gate was a bit of a strange place, at first I thought it was a load of bollocks. That was until we got a call through about a missing film crew who had visited the prison. Over many years we have had cases where empty cars belonging to the missing have been found in and around the road that leads to the prison”.
By not answering the questions directly and giving information he hadn’t been asked, suggested to Reuben that the ex police officer was fascinated with the prison, and it still lingered in his thoughts. It was also a good indication that he was telling the truth, a good interview was one where the interviewee spoke at great lengths with very little need for disruption.
“There are very, very, few of the missing that have ever been found. The prison has always been haunted, but the forests beyond it are just as haunted as well, I know that from the only time that I ever came close to the prison”.
“Please explain” Reuben insisted,
“The only time I ever came close to Ravens Gate was when we went in search of a missing film crew, their vehicles had been parked in front of the prison so they had been there at one point, I myself never went inside, i was part of the search party in the forests to the north”.
Reuben caught sight of the fact that he repeatedly placed his right hand up to his forehead and then quickly slapped it down onto the table, unaware of his body language, it was a sign that there was plenty of information running through his mind that he wanted to let out.
“Everything was fine at first but we reached a certain point where we began to hear this constant crying and screaming, there were so many different voices all overlapping one another. Never have I heard such desperation in my life. And I really don’t know how to put this but there was no one else with us, it was like they were coming from absolutely nowhere”.
Reuben made a special note of the mysterious crying, “how would you describe this crying you heard, you said that it sounded desperate, what do you mean?”
He shrugged his shoulders and looked up at the ceiling before looking directly at Reuben again. His eyes were determined, challenging Reuben for any sign of disbelief,
“the only word I can think of is helpless, it sounded like groups of men terrified for their lives”.
Reuben underlined Mr Hamilton’s description in the shorthand notes he’d written.
After another sip of his drink, Reuben carried on with the interview “Please continue, what happened from then onwards?”.
“We wandered further and further into the forests, when suddenly a flame appeared in the distance, we followed it, thinking that it might’ve been someone who’d got lost. We were calling out but we got no response, we stopped when the light disappeared. None of our radio equipment was working, so we just wandered aimlessly into the forests, we were about to turn back, and then all of a sudden we came across these…”; he searched for the appropriate word to use, “creatures lurking around the trees, at first we could only identify them because of their bright white eyes, you could spot them from a mile away in the dark. At first we assumed it might be some kind of animal, so we approached them. It was only when we got close that they seemed to notice us. They slowly walked towards us, it was only then that we knew they weren’t any of the wild animals which inhabited parts of the forest”.
He stopped talking and moved his face away, and looked starry eyed to the floor. Again his thoughts were tangled, he was struggling to put them into a sentence.
“With our torches pointed in their direction, they looked like shadows at first, dark walking figures with no characteristic features about them. But it was when they we got too close that one of them came at me, it managed to wrap itself around my back and with both pairs of hands, it began pulling and pulling at the bottom of my face, their sharp nails dug into my skin”.
His naked eyes no longer strayed from side to side, and he looked directly at Reuben once again, “it was so strange because it  as it pulled at my face, I stared into its bright white eyes, it was only when the light was flashed in its face that it got off of me, and disappeared into the darkness, screaming in pain, not desperation”.
Mr Wilson raised an eyebrow when Reuben gave him a glance, as if to say he had heard the story a hundred times before, unable to believe every single word of it. Reuben had seen the white eyed apparitions for himself, and he’s spoken to many others who had also witnessed manifestations not that different to those that he and Mr Hamilton had come into contact with. These were vengeful spirits whose anguish and suffering were the cause of their own restless existence, frightened of the living as much as the living were frightened of them.
“If you can remember, what else was significant about them, please try and recollect, if you can”.
He clapped both hands over his cheeks, his mind pondering before he released them,
“for a split second, and it was only a split second, when my light reflected into those eyes, I could swear I saw its face reveal itself, I’m sure it was blooded. But I was in so much shock that I really couldn’t describe what I saw”.
Reuben noted what he said, underlining it before moving on,
“And how tall would you say these things were?”
“It didn’t come into my thoughts at the time, sitting here now, looking back, whatever it was it wasn’t strong, it was just the way the bloody thing came at me with such speed”.
“How many were there?”
“I can’t remember exactly, I was hardly counting, but if I was guessing I’d say there was at least a dozen. All lurking in this one spot in the forests”.
“Have you ever been back to the forests?”,
“No, and I wouldn’t want to”, his response was sharp and to the point.
“Did any of the other officers suffer facial injuries which were similar to yours?”
“No, the prison and area around it are known to be avoided, after our incident no one felt the need to go back when it was dark, and the missing were never found.
While writing his shorthand notes, a curious question popped into his head. Reuben took his eye away from the notepad, looked directly across the table to the elderly man and asked, “do you believe in the supernatural Mr Hamilton?”.
The question had thrown his interviewee off a little, this was self evident in his face. Where he had previously shown signs of hostility when he was uneasy, he now seemed a little helpless. He looked at Mr Wilson, who merely raised his eyebrow and kept a stiff lip. He turned his attention back to Reuben, at first his words stuttered,
“No, before that night I would have said no, but I’m not sure, I can’t bring myself to believe in something that can’t be explained”.
When Reuben closed his notebook, it was he who was asked a question, “what do you think these creatures are Mister Elza?”.
It was a strange question because he had a theory and a belief, there was no absolute answer to the question.
“In my experience it’s uncommon for the supernatural to cause harm on those that cross their paths, unless it is a specific person, and because there is no connection between you and the prison, this can’t be the case. The supernatural commonly haunt places that are of some significance to them, when they manifest into something other than what they were, these white eyed apparitions that you came across is a complete mystery to me. But my theory is that they are unrested spirits, their life or the end of their lives was so traumatic, that they have become something malevolent after death”.
There was one thing which Reuben had not told him. It was also very common for the supernatural to haunt places of where they have died or been buried, especially if the particular place of burial or the cause of their death was to do with murder. He didn’t say any of this because he did not want to give them any ideas that he was yet to substantiate in relation to what he did not know.
He switched off the tape recorder and closed his notebook. With his glass half full, Mr Hamilton rose from his seat,
“Where are you going?” Mr Wilson asked in the tone of a concerned adult speaking to a child,
“I’m going home, I think my time here is done, isn’t it?”, he looked down at Reuben for a response,
“I have everything I needed, thank you for your time, I really appreciate it, when the article is published I’ll make sure one is passed onto you”.
He immediately regretted the last part of what he said, he had come across as an unsympathetic salesman, and he hated salespeople.
“Why don’t you let me give you a drive back home” Mr Wilson stood up, and he got an answer he wasn’t expecting,
“It’s okay, I needed to get something in town anyway, but thank you for the offer”.
As soon as Mr Hamilton left the table, Mr Wilson swapped seats so he was directly facing Reuben.
“You’ve been back to the prison right, I can tell that you were lying when you said you hadn’t because you didn’t seem very agitated when he described what had happened to him”,
Reuben did not respond, he chose to stay quiet.
Mr Wilson gulped down the rest of his drink and placed the empty glass on top of another table next close by, and stood up.
“I haven’t explored the inside of the prison, but I have heard enough stories to know of what has happened to those who have entered, and too many people have gone missing in those forests. I can only wish you luck”.
“I’ll be careful” Reuben whispered from under his breath.
Mr Wilson put his jacket on and said “when you go back to Ravens Gate don’t venture into those forests at night, you’ll find nothing other than what you have already been told”.

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Friday, 21 August 2015

Into the Ravens Nest: Chapters 3&4

Into the Ravens Nest


Okay, this is the second part to my rejected novel, which includes Chapters 3&4

Warning- For some reason my Microsoft Word programme isn't working that well on my new Chromebook, I tried it on my old one as well (which I originally wrote this novel with) and it's even struggling on there. So this copy is a week older than the final version, which could mean that some edits of the final story are missing, there shouldn't, but if there are, they should be minor.

And, I was going to go through this before putting it on here, but to be honest I couldn't be bothered to go through it for the hundredth time.. I'm sure it's okay, I did send it off after.

Enjoy..and let me know what you think on my email or @kgord1 on twitter

Chapter Three:


Reuben left the office just before 6.00 pm, the autumn air was snappy when he stepped outside onto the city streets, it was a short walk to his car. As he sucked up the oxygen and exhaled, his breaths smoked out in vapours. It was the middle of October, but the weather was already wintery, winter was Reuben’s least favourite season in the calendar year. Aside from the city being lit up with pretty Christmas neon lights, the weather was always damp and miserable, the grey clouds fitted nicely with the general mood it created in people, and nightfall set far too early. He enjoyed the snow, but even then it would seem to bring the whole country to grind to a halt, and then there was the street cleaning process afterwards.
The car was cold when he climbed inside, so he waited for the heater to work so he warm his hands. When he was ready he switched on the radio and drove out of the car park. For a few minutes he listened to a talk show, but got bored so he switched on a Franz Schubert CD, aside from a few singers, classical music was the only kind of music that he listened to. It was another process of trying to relax and empty his mind, he found the sounds of the piano particularly therapeutic.
He drove the long way home so he could get a view of the river Thames and the brightly lit London Eye on the embankment, the rippled waters looked superb with the city lights reflecting onto them. He was quick to pass the river by, but it was worth it.
As with routine, as soon as Reuben closed the front door behind him he kicked off his shoes and threw his jacket on top of the telephone stand, and then made his way into his office. He pulled out all of the information from the investigation that he had just undergone, opened the top drawer of his file cabinet, where lying face down on by itself was a black leather cased folder. He lifted it out from the drawer and unfolded it on top of the desk, in blue ink were the words Investigations into the Unknown on the first paper page.
The remainder of the folder was full of plastic wallets, each investigation would be split in two and separated by coloured tabs, with the name of the article written on the front wallet. In one folder would be all of his findings from the investigation, and in the other would be the final article which he had written on his investigation.
One day he hoped to publish all of his articles in one big anthology book, when the time was right and when his time at the magazine was over. So far he had not thought about any other ambitions away from the magazine, he simply wasn’t interested in taking his experience in another direction, so he couldn’t imagine himself working for another publication from a day to day basis.
As soon as he filed his work, he dropped it back into the cabinet and locked it away. He sat down to his computer again, typed Ravens Gate prison into the internet once more, a quick skim through the pages found nothing new. The name was peculiarly strange and distinctive, the raven was a bird associated with death, in Egyptian culture it was seen as the carrier of death. It was too early to say whether there was any meaning to the name, if there was any at all.
He quickly grew tired, the skin under his eyes began to sag so Reuben decided to leave it for the night, he checked his emails, there was nothing of any importance, so he shut down the computer and left his office. For a few minutes he sat in the living room and watched the news channel, he did this for five minutes and then switched it off.
Before going to bed he plunged his head into a warm sinkful of water in the bathroom. The skin on his face was unblemished except for the dark half moons under his eyes, his sleeping pattern was uncoordinated, while it also didn’t help that he spent so much of his time seated in front of a computer screen.
The only remarkable features Reuben had were his green eyes, his mother used to say they were the most beautiful cats eyes she’d seen on a person. It might have just been parental flattery but he liked to believe it was true. He had a roman nose with a bump in the middle, his lips were small and rosebud red, and his cheekbones were low so his smile barely existed, his hair was short, light hazel, and parted to the left.
With his head in the water, he shut his eyes and allowed it to suffocate his face, he did this until his lungs needed the air. When his head was above water he stared at his reflection once again, the skin under his eyes as well as his eyelids felt healthier, so he dabbed at his face with the towel, keeping his skin a little damp.


Again the horrible two tone sound of the alarm woke Reuben early morning, he lay
awake with his eyes staring towards the window. The outside sky was shrouded by cotton white clouds, split by gullies of grey mists, it could not be long before the rain would fall. It was a complete contrast to the day before when the sunlight was only replaced by the clouds and the rain in the late evening.
For half an hour he stayed in bed, the side of his face rested against the soft feathered pillow, he could have lay where he was for hours, or spent the rest of the day lounging around in his pyjama bottoms.
After breakfast he sat down in front of his computer with a cup of coffee, so much of his focus had been on the prison he had forgotten about Forest Meadows, it was the town ten miles south of Ravens Gate (he couldn’t locate the prison on any internet map). the town and prison were located in the county of Wiltshire, it had a population of sixty thousand, it was not quite the village the namesake suggested it was. Like many country towns it had expanded dramatically over many decades, the centre of town appeared small on the maps that he found, but the area and the outskirts extended far and wide as the town had grown.
Details about the town’s history was non existent on the web, so at some point he would need to go to the local library when he arrived in town.
He moved onto the issue of the Ghost hunters who went missing as they ventured in the forests around the abandoned prison. The team of investigators were a bunch of amateurs, they went by the name of ‘Ghost Seekers’, they spent overnight visits in apparent places that were haunted, in hope of finding ghostly activity, and filming it. He had never come across this particular set of ghost hunters before, but ever since the absurd craze of reality television, many shows had been made with apparent ghost hunters. The structure of the shows all followed similar formulas, where separate groups of people would spend the night in an apparently haunted place, filming their experiences as they went through the night.
Reuben had always been skeptical of their authenticity, knowing for sure that much of the material was staged, often to just get cheap jump scares out of its audience. Everything seemed too conveniently put together for it to be real. Since the disappearance of two of their members, the whole production had stopped, and no videos had been uploaded onto the web since.    
When he was finished using the computer, he showered and then dressed into a new set of clothing. If previous experiences of staying in small town hotels told him anything, it could be the last time he could shower with any comfort.
When he was dressed he packed two pairs of trousers, and a shirt for every day of the week he could be there. Other items he packed were for the purpose of aiding him in his investigation, these included a tape recorder, a small but powerful torch, a set of batteries, and a silver compass. Reuben was first and foremost a journalist, very rarely did he use equipment associated with amateur ghost hunting.
Before setting off, he spoke to Mark over the phone, to iron out a few things, and to remind him that he would only continue with the investigation if he felt it was worthy of his time. It did feel strange to leave home so soon after returning back, knowing that he wasn’t going to come back later in the evening. Wiltshire wasn’t that far away, so it would be easier for him to drive there, it was only when his work took him far north that he ever journeyed by train. With a map, and if the traffic was clean he could get to forest Meadows within three hours. It was no surprise to him that Ravens Gate didn’t exist on any of the map books he owned, or any of those he found on the internet.
Because it was late morning, the motorways were not heavily congested, for a while he listened to the radio, the topic of discussion was the high cost of living. Reuben could only tolerate about ten minutes of it before switching on a Johann Bach CD, the soft harmony relaxed him. He had only ever been to Wiltshire once before, and that was when he visited Stonehenge when he was a child, he could only remember the experience through vague photographic memories, it was only in later years that he knew of its significance.
He stopped off once before he reached the outskirts of Forest Meadows. It was to get a quick snack at a service station, in doing so he broke one of his own promises, and that promise was to never stop off at a service station, everytime he would visit one he never wanted to go back. He found them to be depressing places with their hyper inflated prices, fast food restaurants and dour atmosphere only confounded by the sullen expressions of those that occupied the food tables inside.
He came out once again promising that he would never stop off at one again.
The countryside surroundings on route to Forest Meadows were beautiful, the lush green acres were a complete contrast to the grey monolith of London that he left behind. Rays of sunlight broke through the clouds overhead, the entire scenery made for an astoundingly picturesque landscape.
The immediate outskirts of Forest Meadows were sparse of any inhabitants, the few houses that there were, were reasonable sized detached houses for middle class residents. They became more frequent the further he drove through, so too did the number of pubs, they were different to most of those which occupied the street corners of London. They were a lot bigger, and looked like they might have once been small country homes centuries before, they were the kind of places families would go to on a Sunday afternoon lunch.
The road ahead quickly became wider, and the streets aligned with houses attached to one another, the expansion of the town was evident in the change in pattern of the streets, and the change in exterior of the houses. Which on entering town were so cohesive, were now completely different from street to street, fewer and fewer had front gardens, the brick structures changed in both style and colour, some of the front doors were old and wooden, others less intriguing.
With the map pressed against the steering wheel he followed the directions into a small square in the centre of town, where a clock tower commemorating the hometown war dead was stationed in the middle of the square. On all sides were rows of commercial shops, some were enchanting independent businesses with wooden window panes, while there was the usual banks, and a mini franchise supermarket, which was confirmation that the town had not escaped the trappings of modern day economics.
In the far left hand corner of the square was the Golden Swan Inn, sandwiched between an estate agents and a coffee shop. At four floors high It was the tallest building in its vicinity, so it stood out from everything else in the town square. Two wooden benches were to either side of the entrance, despite the clouds opening up and a little sunshine cutting through, no one was there. It was one of the few places with accommodation in town that he had found on the internet, its central location was convenient for his use at a decent price.
Reuben followed the road to the east of the square until he found a parking space about two minutes away from the Inn. When the car was parked he slumped into the seat, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, he savoured the moment knowing that he would have to focus the the rest of his time on the investigation, and because the investigation was insisted upon him, he was still struggling to find the usual enthusiasm he had on arrival at his destination.
He unloaded his small suitcase from the boot of the car and followed the narrow road back to the square. The shops he passed were small and old fashioned, the old wooden window panes and ordinary front doors presented a charm and personality to the outside exterior. It was a reminder of what town centres across all parts of the country would have looked like before they became clones of one another, before they were taken over by big business and franchises.
Before entering, Reuben stood and gazed at the Inn, to the far right hand side hanging under one of the first floor windows was a signpost which depicted a gold crested swan against a black backdrop. On each floor were two windows, they were the old fashioned kind split into two, where the bottom half opened by pushing it upwards so that it was in front of the top window. None of the curtains were draped, and it was too dark to see inside.
He pushed one of the doors forward and entered the Inn. Two fruit machines were to his right, a young man in a baseball cap was already standing in front of one, inserting coins, hoping that perhaps this might be his lucky day. From the entrance he could see that the ground floor stretched far back in length, while its width from one side of the wall to the other couldn’t have been more than twenty to twenty five feet. The bar to the left took up about a third of the floor length. High stools and tables were scattered around, against the walls were cushioned seats, and at various points were flatscreen televisions.
The small windows at the entrance was the only real source of light breathing into what was otherwise a very dark room. However, the decor was warm and inviting, but claustrophobic at the same time, the gold framed paintings, as well as the dark mahogany pillars and floorboards made it feel small and a bit impersonal. There was a staircase in the centre of the room to the right side wall, which he assumed must have led to the accommodation on the upper floors.
He stood at the bar where a middle aged man with grey, fading, but slit back hair quickly approached him,
“can I help you?”
“I need a room for a couple of nights, please”
“Just give me a minute”, he walked away to the other side of the bar.
As he waited, Reuben observed the few customers who were present. There was a young woman with a pram, seated with a woman older than herself, he assumed it was a mother and her daughter eating over lunch. Sitting a few tables along were a couple of men, not quite middle aged, drinking over pints. And sitting directly beneath a flat screen was another couple of suited men, as they talked in conversation one seemed more interested than the other. Seated at the other end of the bar was an elderly gentleman wearing a grey cardigan, and a large pair of old spectacles lodged onto the ridge of his nose, he had a pen in hand, trying to figure out a newspaper puzzle.
For some reason he had the feeling that they were all regulars here, their faces expressionless, they liked it here because it was familiar to their lives.  
 The barman returned and slapped a diary book in-between the two of them, without acknowledging Reuben he flicked through until he reached the page he wanted. He looked away from the book and to Reuben,
“so how long will you be staying for?”
“book me in for two nights, but don’t give the room away because there’s a chance I might be staying for longer”.
“All of the rooms are standard, all include a shower, none are any different to one another in size, and we have a room available on every floor, so which is it going to be?”
“I’ll take one on the top floor please”.
For the two nights the price came to seventy two pounds, which seemed reasonable judging from the description he’d been told. He was given a rusted gold key in return for his cash,
“so tell me, what brings you to Forest Meadows? I don’t mean to be intrusive, I just ask because I have never seen you around here before, and you don’t look like someone who has come for a hiking trip”.
Reuben tucked the key into his trouser pocket, for a moment he paused as he searched for the right phrase of words to use, for some reason he sensed that the barman knew why he was in Forest Meadows,
“Have you ever heard of Ravens Gate Prison?”.
The two of them locked eyes for the first time, the barman’s amber eyes refused to blink as he moved back, the name had clearly caused him discomfort, and behind the eyes he could see that there was also an expression of concern.
“Yes I have, it’s to the north of here, in the forests, why do you ask?”
“I’m writing an article about it, nothing too special, is there anything you know about it that’s worth sharing with me?”
His demeanour relaxed, his eyes weren’t as sharp, the iris’s not as perpetuated,
“Before I start, can I get you a drink?”
“An orange juice, please”, it was too early to drink anything alcoholic, not that he drank alcohol very often anyway.
He paid for the drink, and took a sip immediately, the barman rested his elbows on top of the bar, and hunched forward so he was a little closer,
“most people in town, well those who’ve lived here for a long time, know about the abandoned prison, but they choose to ignore its existence. Although the prison has long been left to rot, the forests to the north of town are very popular with the locals as well as hikers, in fact there’s a beautiful lake that I go to. But within the forests are countless routes that run through them, one of those routes leads deep within the forests, towards the areas around Ravens Gate. They have either been forgotten about or never spoken of, they are more commonly known around town as ‘The Outskirts’, for the simple reason that it is a no go area”.
“And why is it a no go area?” Reuben gulped down half of his drink, he wanted to know what his acquaintance had to say and how it would differ from everything else that he already knew,
“Because they are said to be... ” for a moment he searched for the right word, “haunted”, which he said with little conviction, “but I’m sure you already knew that didn’t you”.
Reuben said nothing, and rolled his eyes.
“Endless screaming, ghosts walking through the forests, lamps moving through the forests when there is no plausible reason why they should be there, but the most common stories are those of these white eyed shadows. In truth no one knows what they are, they just linger in those forests like lost souls. Much of the same has been said for the inside of the prison, few visitors last very long before they leave”.
“Interesting”,
Reuben had little else to say, until he visited the prison for himself he wouldn’t know whether anything that he had been told was genuine, or mere spook stories. He had been to many places before, and on many occasions the spook stories were often vastly over exaggerated compared with what he had witnessed in his investigation. It was only on the very rare occasion that the spook stories turned out to be just stories. The mind was very sensitive, prone to fearing what it doesn’t understand, while also very imaginative. The combination of the two could be very dangerous.
At certain moments our senses betray us, and our mind plays tricks. Sometimes there was a valid reason for such things, depression and grief were one such example. It was common for grieving people to see the apparition of a loved one who had passed away, at some point in their life. It’s common for those knocking on death’s door to suddenly stare up towards the sky and call out one of their parents. Mum was more frequent than dad. It was no coincidence that apparent ghost experiences also occurred after someone had awoken from a deep sleep, when their senses and state of mind were not altogether intact.
But Reuben had experienced enough of the supernatural to know that it was real, and he had his own theory, but it was just a theory, like so many others. None of it could be conclusively explained.
Another customer needed serving so the barman walked away briefly and then returned, it was clear that he was intrigued in regard to the subject of Ravens Gate Prison.
“So tell me which magazine it that you work for?”
“It’s called The Unknown. As the name suggests we write about everything from the occult to the supernatural, with a few entertainment reviews and other stuff in there as well”.
The barman apologetically said “I can’t say I’ve ever heard of it”
“It’s not one of the biggest magazines on the market out there, the circulation is decent but a bit niche, so they might not stock it in a countryside towns like this”.
“So do you investigate ghosts?”
“I would prefer to be called an investigative journalist, only the things I investigate are a little different from the norm. For the benefit of the two of us, can I ask what your name is?”
“It’s Harry, I own this place”
Reuben thought as much. He held out his hand, Harry obliged, his large laboured hands were rough and the grip tight, but he let go swiftly.
“Nice to meet you Harry, how long have you owned this place for?”
“It runs in the family, it was originally just a pub, and upstairs were the living quarters. But about ten years ago I made the place into a bit of a hotel as well. The hotel side of the business has never really made a lot of money, just about makes a bit of profit, to be honest I’ve been thinking about selling up at some point and moving out of town”.
“Have you lived in Forest Meadows all of your life?” Reuben asked
“Spent all of my childhood here, in my twenties I moved around a bit, stayed in South Shields, and then briefly in London, Stratford to be precise, among a few other places. But I’ve been here for the last twenty five years now”.
Reuben swigged down the rest of his drink and rose from the stool, he said goodbye. As he walked away, from behind him Harry said “whatever you do, just be careful”.
For a second he stopped in his tracks, he didn’t think the advice warranted a response so he continued to the stairs.
A function room probably for parties and gatherings was located on the first floor, the third and fourth floors were where the rooms were situated. There was twelve rooms in total , two to either side of the corridors, and four on each floor. When he came to his room the gold door handle was so clean and new he could see his own looming figure reflecting back at him as he stretched out his hand.
He dropped his luggage on the floor before he could even get a good look inside, the room was small and looked just as he expected. The walls were coloured in simple cream paint, there was a wardrobe and a long desk with a small television on top, pressed against the right hand wall, to the side of the desk was a door leading into a bathroom. To the left hand side on entering was the bed with a small cabinet to the side.
With little furniture or ornaments the room was deprived of any personality, and lacked warmth.
The bathroom was much nicer than he expected, it was a big step up compared with a few of the dives that he had stayed in over the last two years.
Regardless of how well the investigation went he was not going to stay for too long, so he didn’t pack. In fact he never packed his things when he was away from home on work duty. With the door shut he placed his workbag on top of the desk after he closed the door.
The view overlooked the town square, he could hear the passing cars go by but it wasn’t loud enough to cause him any distraction, not that he was planning to spend too much time in the room at once, it was a place to sleep and nothing more.
He stared out of the window for a minute or so to take in the view, the rest of Forest Meadows was flat in terms of height, like most country towns the connecting buildings grew outwards rather than upwards. The tallest building he could see from his window was the church just off of the square.
He moved away from the window and collapsed onto the bed, and for a moment he stared at the ceiling, which looked like it might not have changed since at least the eighties, as the pattern lines were beginning to pierce away.
He wanted to get started on the investigation right away, he didn’t like wasting time so he dialled Dean Wilson’s number, which Mark had given it to him. He was the journalist who’d written the story of the injured police officers who searched the forests around the abandoned prison, the one that Mark had shown him in his office, when he suggested the investigation into Ravens Gate.
After five rings the phone was answered.
“Hello”
“It’s Reuben Elza, I work for The Unknown magazine, I was told to contact you in regard to a story you wrote five years ago on Ravens Gates Prison”.
There was slight movement in the signal before he spoke, “I’m busy at the moment so I can’t meet you until later, tell me where me it is that you’re staying in town and I’ll meet you there?”
“I’m staying at the Golden Swan Inn, what time are you able to get here? because I was hoping that you could take me to the prison right away”
“I Suppose I can get off of work for a bit, around four, so I’ll be there then, i’ll meet you outside”.
Before he could put the receiver down, Reuben thrust a question at him, “Are you able to take me to the prison tonight?”
“I’ll see you at four, and we’ll discuss it then”.


Chapter four:


For an hour Reuben stayed in his room and did a little more research on the internet, but it was getting him nowhere, no matter where he looked the information was scant, almost non existent. For another hour he left the room, and ventured around the town centre, there was a certain charm in exploring the many narrow alleyways between the buildings, all of which connected into one another. He passed an independent bookstore, as well as a toy store, the inside was old fashioned, there was wooden puppets, numerous rocking horses and various kinds of ventriloquist dummies. It was a reminder of times when people amused themselves by making things with their own hands and imagination.
How the shop made any profit was beyond him.
When four o’clock came Reuben waited outside the coffee house, with a newspaper under his arm and a coffee cup in hand. The clouds had begun to form as the blue sky disappeared, in a matter of weeks, the days would feel shorter as nightfall would set at an earlier hour, and the weather would get colder, the sky hidden for a few months by the dour overcasts.
Until spring arrived.
Reuben had an impatient nature, while always making sure he was punctual, he hated waiting around, so his thoughts went astray and the images of the abandoned prison were fixated in his head. The out of the ordinary shape of the building and the location was of great interest to him. And with everything Harry had told him in mind, he wanted to know whether it was all just a big hoax, a bunch of scare stories that had gotten out of hand and then managed to manifest into something which it did not warrant.
He waited until it was ten past before he sat down at one of the tables in front of the Inn, he couldn’t stop the compulsion to keep checking his watch every minute or so. Ten past quickly became twenty past, there could be a plausible reason why Mr Wilson was late, newsrooms could be very busy places, even the local press, but surely it would have been polite to at least notify him. By half past Reuben called him but there was no answer, he was hoping that he hadn’t been forgotten about.
When it was a quarter to he thought that he might have been stood up, he called him for a second time but again there was no answer. He bit his lip and strayed from one side of the pavement to the other. He watched each car pass by, in anticipation to see if one would stop by the side of the road.
He continued to wait until a black four by four pulled up to the kerb and hooted, Reuben walked over and let himself in. Dean Wilson was a plumped face man, his tightly knit wavy hair was showing the first strands of receding at the front, and greying at the sides.
A large frown stretched across his face as he looked at Reuben sit down, when the car door closed he put out his hand, while still frowning he waited for Reuben to return the gesture before introducing himself,
“sorry for being late, bad traffic on the way here”.
Reuben wasn’t convinced with his excuse, his demeanour showed no sign of concern or regret. And he couldn’t work out where the traffic in Forest Meadows would have come from, regardless, now that he was finally in the car, all of the anger that had built up in the pit of his stomach had evaporated.
After a few minutes of small talk about Reuben’s first impressions of Forest Meadows, the conversation moved on to why they had met up in the first place.
“Can I just say that I am a big fan of yours, since I’ve got back in touch with Mark I’ve read all of your articles, I find them so fascinating even though I’m not sure that everything in them really happened in the way you think they did”.
Reuben did not like flattery, he could deal with appreciation mail of which he occasionally received, but praise he was uncomfortable with, especially if it was a backhanded compliment, which his work seemed to get a lot of from those in the same profession he was in.
He ignored Mr Wilson’s remark and changed the subject, “so I take it you knew Mark before you got in contact with him about Ravens Gate”
“For a year or so, I worked for one of his magazines in the early nineties, when the printed press had their last great swansong. We kept in touch for a few years and then we stopped. I recently got in touch with him because I came across the magazine, when I see that it was published by Mark’s company, I decided to gave him a call. It was good to chat to him after all of these years”.
Reuben knew there was something more to the story than he was letting on, everything seemed too convenient, but he decided to not press any further.
They left the town centre and began to pass through the outskirts, and into the country lanes.
“You don’t mind if I light up do you?” before Reuben could even voice his answer, Mr Wilson lit up a cigarette, followed by a haze of blue smoke flumes smothering the air, it caused Reuben to splutter before he opened the window slightly, and softly said ”go ahead, it’s your car”.
“Mark showed me the article you wrote, at some point I’d appreciate it if you could give me the contact details to Police officer Hamilton”.
He could have found his own way of contacting the police officer, but with Mr Wilson already acquainted with him, it would be useful to cut corners and use him as leverage to get an interview arranged.
“I’ll see what I can do, it shouldn’t be a problem”,
“Thank you, there is very little information on the internet about the prison, do you know if there are any records that could be made available?”
“you can try, but it will be very difficult unless you know the names of the prisoners that were sent there, but to be honest, old records of anything related to the prison could be hard to find”.
Reuben was sure that there must be some kind of register of prisoner records he could try and find, it was a longshot but an angle worth looking at.
The flumes seething from the end of Mr Wilson’s cigarette were beginning to make him feel nauseous and wide eyed, so Reuben wound the window down the whole length. Mr Wilson looked to his side and caught on to Reuben’s discomfort, so he dragged at his cigarette one last time and then stubbed it out.
Reuben said “I find the name interesting, Ravens Gate must have some kind of reasoning behind it, as well as the shape of the building from the images that I have seen. Most prisons of that time period were large and intimidating, Ravens Gate is just one long tower in the middle of nowhere”.
Mr Wilson replied in a casual, unbothersome manner “Raven is obviously a black bird, but anything else I haven’t got a clue”.
From then on it remained quiet for a while, Reuben scanned the countryside as they passed through the narrow lanes, his thoughts were weighted with anticipation, while his acquaintance’s was focused on the road ahead.
When they entered the forests the road became narrower and their surroundings became garrotting. The clouds were getting darker, and the daylight was heavily concealed by the leafage above them, their surroundings now cast in shadows, it was Mr Wilson who eventually broke the silence.
“you don’t mind if I put the radio on do you?”
“Go ahead” Reuben replied plainfully
It was tuned into some rock station, he was glad that the volume was low because he couldn’t tolerate listening to such noise at a high level.
To take his mind of off the music Reuben had a further question to ask “How many times have you been to Ravens Gate?”
“I have only ever been once before now, it was only from the outside, I was unashamedly too scared to go inside. Take away the fact that it is haunted, from the outside it is a hideously ugly building”.
The deeper they travelled through the forests, the more that the road snaked, twisting and turning from left to right. The acres of forestry became more dishevelled and ugly, the open spaces had grown into dying foliage from the dearth of light. It was a complete disparity compared with the enchanting lanes that ran through the country fields at the beginning of their journey.
Reuben was mindful of where they were driving, for he would need to be when he made the journey by himself.
Mr Wilson slowed down drastically, “from this point onwards, this part of the forest is most known as ‘The Outskirts’, because no one willingly ventures here for a reason. Ravens Gate is not far away now, you’ll notice the big gates that lead to the front of the abandoned prison”.  
Reuben didn’t say anything, but in such a secluded area it was easy to see why perhaps so many people could hear strange noises and experience hallucinations, it only had to take one instance of something frightening to happen for someone to scare themselves, and lose their senses, and become paranoid. If there was one thing which set off paranoia more than anything else, and that was fear.
Thirty seven minutes after they had left the front of the Golden Swan, they had arrived at their destination. The tall, black, spiked gates to Ravens Gate came into view, it was tangled in overgrown vines, and at either side of the opened gates were stone walls which reached into the forest at either side of the road.
The gates were already open so they drove through and followed the narrow path.
From all sides the car brushed against the confiding overgrowth, and the vehicle rocked from the unstable concrete path underneath them. Reuben held onto the ceiling handle to keep steady. He could only wonder what it must have felt like for the prisoners who made the same journey, knowing that their freedom was being ripped away from them, the rest of their life spent in the middle of a forest they would never venture into, and an outside world they might never see again.
At the end of the broken road was a large circular gravel paved courtyard, It was riddled with unkempt plantation. At the back of the courtyard, just in front of the trees, towering high in the air was Ravens Gate Prison.
Mr Wilson stopped the car and pulled the keys out “well here we are, what are your first impressions of seeing it in person?”
“It’s much bigger than I expected”.
He had little else to say, it was certainly far more imposing to see it in first hand view, which was not usually the case when you see old architectural structures in photos, before seeing it up close with your own point of view.
But there was nothing grand about Ravens Gate, its ugly outside shell was a reminder of its purpose. His own estimations had the stone brick building rising about two hundred and fifty feet from the ground, it was shaped like a lighthouse but much bulkier in width.
Above the prison, the sky was a lustrous orange colour, and the clouds a shade of dark blue sea. For a moment he stood and listened to the gentle brisk in the background, from behind him he heard Mr Wilson’s footsteps grazing against the ground as he walked up behind him,
“we can’t stay for too long, it will get dark soon, and this is a place I do not want to be in while it’s dark”
“That’s fine” Reuben replied “Are you not coming inside with me?”
“I don’t think there is any need for me to do so, you can go in if you want, but as I said, don’t be long, it will be dark soon, and I need to get back to the office, I have a deadline for tomorrow’s paper”.
Reuben passed on the opportunity to say anything, and headed to the prison’s entrance. As he stepped on the gravelstones which led to the front door he couldn’t help but think that each one held thoughts and memories of those who had made the same walk, knowing that their freedom was being taken from them.
The arched front door was made from the strongest of steel, its surface was old and discoloured, not even a dozen men could break through while locked. Reuben unlocked the bolt and pushed the door inwards, he stood at the threshold of the entrance, with no source of light breathing though it was pitch black inside, so he pulled out his torch and stepped through.
He held it in front of his eyes, the smell inside was unusual, a musty aura of decay, and the air was sweltering, the fabrics of his clothes clung to his skin.
He stood in the centre of the tower and circled the light around the stone slab walls. On closer examination he realised there was no floor structure, the entire prison was one long cylinder that rose up from the ground. Along the side was a stairwell which spiralled from the ground floor to the very top, along the path were single steel doors, there was thirteen in total. Each with a small round window at eye length so the inside of the cells could be observed from the outside. Between each of the cells were large gaps in the walls where burned out fire wood had been left.
He stopped at the first cell he come across, opened the door and looked through with his own eyes, the only glimmer of light came through from the tiny square gap at the back of the cell, he didn’t enter because Mr Wilson cautiously stepped an inch into the prison and shouted through “Have you seen enough yet?”,
“I’m coming” Reuben called back.
He was fascinated with the prison, he had come across many old buildings in his previous investigations, but not for the same purpose and not designed in the way to fit a particular purpose in such an unusual manner.

Reuben shut the front door behind him as he made his exit from the tower, the last echoes disappeared as the door was sealed. Mr WIlson was already in the car when Reuben climbed in, his acquaintance was quiet when he drove back through the narrow path, away from Ravens Gate, and for the remainder of their journey back into town. His demeanour had changed dramatically, the confident body language was replaced with agitation, he was also driving much faster through the country lanes, and back towards Forest Meadows.

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